Atomic Deconstruction and Fusion

Explain to me why the atomic destruction is more chaotic and powerful when two atoms are combined rather than splitting an atom in half? All that is in love and life is in the answer. Let's see if you understand. Try thinking like me

There are several ways this question may be taken. When i first thought of it I figured that out after analyzing and analyzing it numerous times. This is MY answer. Every atom represents a singular being. One sole person. An atom falling upon itself is one of the most destructive events known. The force can be so destructive the blast will even affect it's surroundings. It's the same with humans. One can fall even if they are strong because, mighty they may be, everyone has a breaking point. Our own collapsing upon ourselves. When we we have reached the bottom of that pit it's a difficult way to the top again. Why? Because we are alone. One atom splitting in half is powerful but throw another in the mix? And instead of both collapsing combine them? The ultimate result of that combination is unlike the first. To begin because there are now two atoms there is also more to be taken into account. More protons, electrons, and two nucleuses. (with people these would be our emotions, minds, and hearts.) The atoms being mashed together like that must try to make room for one another but in the process they stretch themselves too far to mix perfectly. As our emotions grow our minds take what is happening into affect. And as they continue to grow we are in a constant struggle because with our emotions steadily evolving our hearts and the love for this other atom come along for the ride. Here's the problem though: when we stretch ourselves that far it's not that we don't believe in the other person. It's that we fear the pain that may come with loosing them. Or the pain that only they are capable of inflicting upon us. Atom fusion and deconstruction have no real similarity when it comes to this however the reason the two can be compared to this subject is because of what they represent. That life is not perfect and will never be. But in there lies the beauty of everything around you. It's as simple as fully and completely giving yourself to someone. You do it knowing you've handed that single being the key to your destruction but you do it anyway. Why? Because apart from the fear you feel the love you have is stronger. And that pushes you to trust them. No relationship works without this. It is the primary building block of any kind of relation. But nothing can be perfect. It's why the combination of two atoms is more chaotic. While being able to be there for one another in a time of crisis they can also obliterate each other if not. The atoms are not only dealing with the world within themselves but a completely different world outside of them now too. The combination is usually not good. However, this doesn't mean they don't come close to a perfect match. Sometimes the atoms are able to become one. They become a new creation. The remnants of the old them still remain but there is also the birth of a new particle. This new being...it's so damn near perfection....it's like watching air turn into gold. In other words, a miracle. It is an astronomical event that rarely occurs but when it does if you stop and look at it you see the value of life and love in it. You can see purpose in it. Real purpose. Of course nothing is fair and there will be struggle. Nothing is fair because that way everyone has a fair chance. And that's what makes things more precious when you gain them. Because of how it became yours.